Showing posts with label Wintergreen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wintergreen. Show all posts

Thursday, October 2, 2014

I Can’t Hang


Virginia Tough Mudder 2014
First of all – let me take a quick moment to allay any fears I may have created with the title of this post. This is in no way a post about an impending retirement. There has been enough of that talk and I have chastised those needing chastisement.

Nor is it a post about my inability to keep up with the younger generation as I ease into the ripe old age of 41. Frankly, it is way too much fun to continue to celebrate my birthday in the cold November mud with my extended World’s Toughest Mudder family. This year in Vegas will be the second year I get to spend my birthday doing an activity I’ve grown to love. You think TMHQ would have an award for most birthdays celebrated.

This is simply a post about me and the beautiful things I continue to learn as I push on to the next race and beyond. Frankly, races and competing aside, why would I retire? I couldn’t be happier with the physical changes I see in the mirror each morning. In comparison to that guy who took on Tough Mudder Wintergreen back in 2011, I look and feel like a completely different person. 

This year, in my preparation for Vegas, I’ve lost 30 pounds. It took a little longer than one would expect, but I guess I finally got tired of carrying that 30 pound weight around each course. Some people carry extra-large stuffed animals and for others it may be a large section of a dead tree. For me it was not even something I could show off appropriately – just 30 pounds of fat. I now stand before the mirror each morning at a strapping 179 pounds with 175 in sight. Honestly I can’t remember the last time I looked this good or felt this good. The reassuring thing is that I have been assured that it will now be even easier to throw me over Berlin Walls as we head into the early morning hours of WTM. 
Virginia Tough Mudder 2014

Without OCR though, I never would have had any reason, of course other than wanting to be here to walk my daughters down the aisle one day, to take the weight off. And with each new race there is no doubt that eating better and pushing the workouts has improved my performance. This time at Wintergreen Super Spartan I was a wall climbing, barb wire crawling, log carrying monster. You can take that 75 pound bucket of gravel and shove it though. That is going on the shoulder!

The weight loss has led to some great improvements in my overall strength. For those constant readers out there, you may remember that I personally have had several internal debates about different types of workout strategies since we started the blog. There have posts rating different workout routines, all of them that will get you drippin’, and even discussions on how we planned to become stronger runners – that one is still a work in progress. One thing I have come to realize though is the fact that I really don’t like going to a gym. This is probably more so because I just can’t build it regularly into my schedule, but I would much rather work out around the house when I have the time to fit it in. One day it might be in the morning, and another day after my girls are in bed. But I have found it so much easier for me to walk out to the garage than it is for me to actually get out of the house. I know that may sound terribly lazy, but that’s just the way it is.

Of course, this has made it nearly impossible for me to engage in more regular workout programs such as a regular Crossfit routine, but it has allowed me to mix and match different ideas to create programs that work for me. So over the past year I have been focusing almost exclusively on body weight exercises. My program today consists of 200 regular push-ups (sets of 30 with each set followed by a door jamb pull up – this are quite brutal I might add but needed as I’ll discuss in a second), 100 wide arm push-ups, 100 pull-ups over the course of the work day, and tabata finger-tip planks (20 seconds with 90 second rest). Just doing the push-ups and pull-ups has produced great improvements. For the guy who maxed out at 5 pull-ups (with a leg kick on the last couple) to the guy who can get 15 pull-ups. Personally this is just an amazing accomplishment for me. I was always the kid who couldn’t do pull-ups and wouldn’t even attempt the rope climb.

What I have find most interesting though are the lessons I’ve learned about myself along the way. It actually has become quite funny that I continue to find things I can’t do. If I take a few days rest and jump up on a pull-up bar, I can easily crank out 12. I say crank out because I still hate the dang things. But even with this new strength, I’ve learned something about myself – I Can’t Freakin’ Hang!!
https://toughmudder.com/obstacles/hangin-tough
Our constant readers will have read about my Hangin’ Tough albatross. For those of you new to the world of Tough Mudder, you can read all you would like about this lovely obstacle on Tough Mudder's Web site.Probably the only Tough Mudder obstacle I have not completed. I am sure my Mudda Bruddas will correct me on that one if I’ve spoken in error. Yes – Twinkle Toes is behind me. My goal has been to improve my core, build up my arm strength, and I would finally put that obstacle behind me as well. But I had quite an enlightening experience last weekend.  

Virginia Spartan Spring 2014
My weekend is the time when I focus on my longer runs or some swimming. As I was heading out for a run, I happened to look up at the rings installed in my garage, installed for the single purpose of completing Hangin’ Tough, and thought about seeing how much I’d improved at simply swinging back and forth on them. You know that little rhythm you work to swing to the next ring. There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that I would have improved – for goodness sake, I’m doing sets of 10 pull-ups.

As soon as I hopped up on them, a sense of wonder filled the air. I could do it. I have never been able to gather any momentum on these things, but now the tide had turned. I had arrived and ready to transfer my hands. And that is where the joy ended. While I can swing, I apparently still can’t hang like a monkey from one arm. I don’t have any idea whether it is strength in the arm, back, core, grip, or whatever – I just simply can’t hang.  It is hard to put into words just how frustrating that realization was. After all the work it seems I am no closer to swinging from these rings than I was 4 weeks ago. (Well that is not entirely true, but I don’t see myself completing this obstacle after 4 laps of the WTM this year either.)

What I found most interesting though, as a little time brings some perspective, is not the fact that I couldn’t do something, but the fact that I learned something new about my strength that I never would have known before. Understanding that I can’t hang could only be realized once I got the pull-up monkey off my back, and just when you climb over one peak, there is another one staring right back at you. But, in truth, this is a weakness I simply was unable to diagnose two years ago when simply crossing Funkey Monkey was the challenge. So in a way, with a few days to reflect that is, it has become this rather satisfying failure that has allowed me to gather some new focus on where I am physically and where I actually want to be when I do one day hang up my OCR gear and announce my retirement.

As is common in many of my posts, we all can decide what that special tough mudder is we want to chase in life. I must admit though that I am still working to love the baby steps and all the unforeseen hurdles that rear their ugly little head when you start to believe that you’ve gotten somewhere. Learning to appreciate the journey and lessons learned along the way become as important as actually getting off the couch and planning to conquer that tough mudder in the first place.

How much more relevant is it for those of us in leadership positions. And by “those of us” I mean all of us because leadership is not any particular position in an organization but a role that you as an individual can choose to take on if you are passionate enough. These little setbacks, or learnings as they eventually become, can either make us give up or they can inspire us to realize that we still haven’t crossed the finish line quite yet. We are simply on another leg of that Death March and there is just a bit more climbing to do. (Death March I curse thee!!!)

Can't want to see what's next!

http://homebrewedtheology.com/whats-next.php 

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

The Beauty of Absurdly Surprising Accomplishments

RIP trusty 'mudder' shorts...I've worn them in every event since
Wintergreen 2011, but they had to be retired after Wintergreen 2014

Ok, just to make this clear from the very beginning, this isn't going to be one of those posts about the importance of setting goals.  That topic is as worn out as my trusty 'mudder' shorts, and we most definitely need to move on.  Rather, this post is about the absurd things that we can accomplish without even realizing it.  If we simply put our mind to something, and work hard, sometimes we can
surprise ourselves with our accomplishments.

A short anecdote will illustrate what I mean.  In order to survive the 24 hours of WTM, I've been trying to build up my running regiment.  For the first part of this year, I was running twice a week, about 5 miles each time.  I wasn't putting a lot of mileage in, but I was trying to get into a routine.  While I was in Australia in July and August, I started doing a little longer runs (anywhere from 10 to 15 miles at a time).  I wasn't necessarily running super fast, but I was just trying to keep going and build up my endurance.  For each of these runs, I was using the Runkeeper app on my phone to track my distances, time, and course.  If you're looking for a nice running app, you can definitely count on Runkeeper (which even works when you're not connected to the internet through 3G, LTE or Wifi - which came in really handy in Australia).  Anyway, I kept up the running regiment after I came back from Australia, and have modified it to include a third day of running each week.  The plan is to do a 5-mile run, a 10-mile run, and a 15-mile run each week.

The surprise came to me when I got an email from Runkeeper after my 5-mile run on the 31st of August.  The email said that I had just finished my "most successful month" since I'd started using the app.  I had documented 8 runs and totaled more than 65 miles during the month of August.  I hadn't been thinking in those terms, but I was pretty happy with those numbers.  Even more surprising was when I realized that these numbers didn't include the miles I had run in the Sunshine Coast Tough Mudder or the Wintergreen Spartan.  If I add those numbers in, then I ran more than 96 miles in August.  A number that truly surprised me.  If you had asked me in 2010 if I would run nearly 100 miles in a month, I would have laughed at you.  If you had asked me in July of 2014 if I would ever run nearly 100 miles in a month, I would have been dubious.  Not because I didn't think I could do it, but rather, because it wasn't on my radar at all.  I didn't set that as a goal, it simply happened as an outgrowth of what I was doing to make sure I was as prepared as possible for WTM.

If I'm honest, a more representative picture of Wintergreen '14
would be of me sliding down a hill on my ass
And, quite honestly, that's the best thing about this process for me.  Of course, I'm happy to reach the goals that I set for myself.  Whether it's running in various events, finishing various workout routines or whatever other goals that might be set (e.g. finishing the elusive Triple, which is still out there waiting for one of us to do it).  Each of those accomplishments are motivating and challenging and rewarding, all at the same time.  But realizing that you've accomplished something absurd and unexpected is truly beautiful.  The surprise of the realization is where the beauty lies, I think.  It makes me realize that we are capable of such amazing things, and some of those things we plan and work for, but some of those amazing things are simply the byproduct of hard work towards other goals.  All we have to do is keep an eye out for those things and learn to recognize them when they happen.


Thursday, May 15, 2014

Throwback Thursday #TBT


This was the mudder that brought the three of us together, started this crazy adventure and gave us a platform to do things we never dreamed of.  

Coincidentally, we will return to run that same mountain later this year.   

Thursday, January 9, 2014

But What If I Fail


"But what if I fail?"

One of my favorite authors Seth Godin recently posed this question in his blog.  This question made me think about my World's Toughest Mudder experience.  His answer to the question of failure was quite simple yet profound.  The answer to the what if question is, you will.  You will fail and fail often if you are truly stretching yourself and trying to achieve lofty goal.  World's Toughest Mudder was a very lofty goal two years ago that became a reality in 2013 through a course of repeated failures.  

My World's Toughest Mudder experience can be looked at through this lens of failure.  I did not reach my initial goal of completing 50 miles.  My legs gave out much earlier than expected.  I failed repeatedly to cross the rings.  I even took several penalties without attempting obstacles in the early morning hours of the race.  I've teetered between proud of the experience and disappointed in my performance.  DC's post about Always Do Your Best   and Pat's post about Dealing with Expectations have helped me grapple with my own notions about performance.  Did I do my best?  I believe so...especially in that moment in time.  Would I do some things differently?  Absolutely which brings me to Seth's second question about failure.
A better question might be, "after I fail, what then?
Many people spend time thinking about things that they should have done differently.  This happened for me as a teacher after every lesson.  Keep in mind that you only know how to do things differently once you have tried something the first time.   My best lessons as a teacher never occurred the first time I taught the content.  As I refined lessons and changed assessments my results got better.  The same holds true for World's Toughest. My failure on the rings is a perfect example.  DC and I have concocted a number of different techniques to stay relatively dry on the rings.  Each one of these ideas was born out of a failure.  So far none of these techniques have been successful but it could be related more to operator error.  After you fail you will be one step closer to succeeding.  Success will occur on the rings in 14. 
I can look at my WTM experience as a failure which could be accurate.  I did after all wind up face down in the New Jersey swampland at 3 in the morning unable to move with the world's dimmest headlamp.  I am instead choosing to look at it as a springboard to my successes in 2014.  Similarly, my first mudder in Wintergreen was the springboard to many successful future races.  I know the weaknesses that prevented me from even more success at WTM13.  I need to be a stronger runner (both in speed and distance).  I have to continue to work on grip and upper body strength.  I need a brighter headlamp and additional baselayers.  I'm working on the plan that will get me back to WTM in 2014.  This plan will be littered with failures along the way.  Each one of these failures will continue to move me step closer to success.

Monday, February 25, 2013

T-Minus 4 Days: Scaling Everest


4.  Can we scale Everest without any help from teammates and fellow mudders?



Patrick may have already accomplished this and I just missed it because I was trailing.  Everest has been a barometer for our progress on this journey so far.  The Wintergreen Mudder provided many lessons in failure while we attempted to scale this obstacle for the first time.  You can even check out some Leadership Lessons Learned From Everest by clicking here.  One of the best moments of this entire journey so far was in Pennsylvania when we all successfully completed this obstacle for the first time.  It was in the middle of the celebration that I saw two guys run right up and over Everest unassisted.  I knew that this had to be the next challenge.  It almost happened in Carolina but mudders are so helpful that assistance was provided even if not needed.  Miami provides another attempt at scaling Everest.

Friday, December 7, 2012

My Backstory

So, since Danny's posted about his, I guess it's time to say a little bit about my backstory.  It's not all that interesting, but it may be illustrative of the types of events that might lead a relatively dormant, slightly overweight, rapidly approaching middle-age, American male to start to try to reverse some of those trends.

The starting point for me was actually pretty mundane.  I was driving my car in early 2010 and I realized that I was sweating a little bit.  Now, it's never really a good thing to sweat while sitting still, but I also realized that I had a bit of a gut - actually, hell, I'll be honest - it was more than a bit of a gut.  I was nearly 240 lbs and on the slippery slope to being an overweight, middle-aged statistic.  Just another of the faceless guys who populate corporate offices, eat at chain restaurants for lunch and puff their way through mowing the lawn every other weekend.  The kind of comfortable, sedate existence that leads to an early grave.  I was never the best athlete, but I wasn't inactive either.  I played High-School football, basketball and track & field, and I liked to think of myself as capable of so much more than I was demonstrating.  What I needed was something to kick me in the ass.  Something to get me into the gym and away from the pizzas.

Luckily, the answer to my predicament presented itself in the summer of 2010.  I was asked to go to Sri Lanka for three weeks for some consulting.  During my time in the heat near the equator, I ate mostly fish and rice, and came home having lost nearly 15 lbs without even trying.  I've usually had trouble staying motivated to work out because it takes a while to see results, but I could see the results immediately. But, additionally, I also brought back something else...a case of jetlag that allowed me to be up early to go to the gym.  I got into the habit of getting to the gym at 6:30 am and doing 30 minutes of weights and 30 minutes on the elliptical.  This gave me the head start and the opportunity to keep seeing results.  I started to see the weight really come off, and I got down to 180 lbs at my lowest, eventually settling into a maintainable weight of around 185.

At that point, I think I probably could have continued the workout schedule that I had set for myself, but, if I'm honest with myself, I probably would have gotten bored and started to slack off.  This is where the second serendipitous event happened - I read an article in ESPN the Magazine about the Tough Mudder.  I was instantly intrigued, and knew that I wanted to try one.  After all, in my head, I'm still a 16-year old boy, and what 16-year old boy doesn't want to run around in the mud?  The collaborative nature of the event appealed to me (I'm not looking for a competition to push me, but camaraderie does). I just needed to find someone else, or a group of someones else, that would do it with me.  I was lucky enough to talk a friend (Danny) into the madness, and he talked another friend (Brian) into joining the craziness.  I don't think any of us really knew what to expect, but Wintergreen in October of 2011 gave us all a challenge that we loved and became addicted to.  This lead us to Pocono in May of 2012 and then onto South Carolina in October of 2012.  Over time, others have joined us - none of them, though, seem to be as addicted as the three of us are.  We've pushed each other and try to set new challenges for ourselves for each new Mudder we run.  In Wintergreen, the challenge was finishing (that challenge was larger for some than it was for others, although I won't say who - his name rhymes with CRY'N, though). The challenge for Pocono was to finish without being crushed by the event.  And the challenge in South Carolina was to run two laps.  Our next challenge is to run a Saturday Mudder and then follow it up by running the Sunday Mudder.  With each new challenge that we achieve, I realize that there's so much more that we can accomplish.  The challenge now is to aim high, and work our asses off to get to the World's Toughest Mudder next winter.

I'm not sure what the future holds, but I can say, I don't see any regular lunchtime meals at the TGIF right next to my office park in my future. I won't necessarily turn down a pizza, but it will be paired with a 63-day course of Insanity.  Thinking back, I realize that the 240 lb guy in the car in 2010 couldn't have imagined completing anything like a Tough Mudder or actually working his way through the Insanity workout regiment, but the guy who's typing this blog post isn't willing to accept sweating while sitting still anymore either.