Showing posts with label WTM 2014. Show all posts
Showing posts with label WTM 2014. Show all posts

Thursday, October 2, 2014

I Can’t Hang


Virginia Tough Mudder 2014
First of all – let me take a quick moment to allay any fears I may have created with the title of this post. This is in no way a post about an impending retirement. There has been enough of that talk and I have chastised those needing chastisement.

Nor is it a post about my inability to keep up with the younger generation as I ease into the ripe old age of 41. Frankly, it is way too much fun to continue to celebrate my birthday in the cold November mud with my extended World’s Toughest Mudder family. This year in Vegas will be the second year I get to spend my birthday doing an activity I’ve grown to love. You think TMHQ would have an award for most birthdays celebrated.

This is simply a post about me and the beautiful things I continue to learn as I push on to the next race and beyond. Frankly, races and competing aside, why would I retire? I couldn’t be happier with the physical changes I see in the mirror each morning. In comparison to that guy who took on Tough Mudder Wintergreen back in 2011, I look and feel like a completely different person. 

This year, in my preparation for Vegas, I’ve lost 30 pounds. It took a little longer than one would expect, but I guess I finally got tired of carrying that 30 pound weight around each course. Some people carry extra-large stuffed animals and for others it may be a large section of a dead tree. For me it was not even something I could show off appropriately – just 30 pounds of fat. I now stand before the mirror each morning at a strapping 179 pounds with 175 in sight. Honestly I can’t remember the last time I looked this good or felt this good. The reassuring thing is that I have been assured that it will now be even easier to throw me over Berlin Walls as we head into the early morning hours of WTM. 
Virginia Tough Mudder 2014

Without OCR though, I never would have had any reason, of course other than wanting to be here to walk my daughters down the aisle one day, to take the weight off. And with each new race there is no doubt that eating better and pushing the workouts has improved my performance. This time at Wintergreen Super Spartan I was a wall climbing, barb wire crawling, log carrying monster. You can take that 75 pound bucket of gravel and shove it though. That is going on the shoulder!

The weight loss has led to some great improvements in my overall strength. For those constant readers out there, you may remember that I personally have had several internal debates about different types of workout strategies since we started the blog. There have posts rating different workout routines, all of them that will get you drippin’, and even discussions on how we planned to become stronger runners – that one is still a work in progress. One thing I have come to realize though is the fact that I really don’t like going to a gym. This is probably more so because I just can’t build it regularly into my schedule, but I would much rather work out around the house when I have the time to fit it in. One day it might be in the morning, and another day after my girls are in bed. But I have found it so much easier for me to walk out to the garage than it is for me to actually get out of the house. I know that may sound terribly lazy, but that’s just the way it is.

Of course, this has made it nearly impossible for me to engage in more regular workout programs such as a regular Crossfit routine, but it has allowed me to mix and match different ideas to create programs that work for me. So over the past year I have been focusing almost exclusively on body weight exercises. My program today consists of 200 regular push-ups (sets of 30 with each set followed by a door jamb pull up – this are quite brutal I might add but needed as I’ll discuss in a second), 100 wide arm push-ups, 100 pull-ups over the course of the work day, and tabata finger-tip planks (20 seconds with 90 second rest). Just doing the push-ups and pull-ups has produced great improvements. For the guy who maxed out at 5 pull-ups (with a leg kick on the last couple) to the guy who can get 15 pull-ups. Personally this is just an amazing accomplishment for me. I was always the kid who couldn’t do pull-ups and wouldn’t even attempt the rope climb.

What I have find most interesting though are the lessons I’ve learned about myself along the way. It actually has become quite funny that I continue to find things I can’t do. If I take a few days rest and jump up on a pull-up bar, I can easily crank out 12. I say crank out because I still hate the dang things. But even with this new strength, I’ve learned something about myself – I Can’t Freakin’ Hang!!
https://toughmudder.com/obstacles/hangin-tough
Our constant readers will have read about my Hangin’ Tough albatross. For those of you new to the world of Tough Mudder, you can read all you would like about this lovely obstacle on Tough Mudder's Web site.Probably the only Tough Mudder obstacle I have not completed. I am sure my Mudda Bruddas will correct me on that one if I’ve spoken in error. Yes – Twinkle Toes is behind me. My goal has been to improve my core, build up my arm strength, and I would finally put that obstacle behind me as well. But I had quite an enlightening experience last weekend.  

Virginia Spartan Spring 2014
My weekend is the time when I focus on my longer runs or some swimming. As I was heading out for a run, I happened to look up at the rings installed in my garage, installed for the single purpose of completing Hangin’ Tough, and thought about seeing how much I’d improved at simply swinging back and forth on them. You know that little rhythm you work to swing to the next ring. There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that I would have improved – for goodness sake, I’m doing sets of 10 pull-ups.

As soon as I hopped up on them, a sense of wonder filled the air. I could do it. I have never been able to gather any momentum on these things, but now the tide had turned. I had arrived and ready to transfer my hands. And that is where the joy ended. While I can swing, I apparently still can’t hang like a monkey from one arm. I don’t have any idea whether it is strength in the arm, back, core, grip, or whatever – I just simply can’t hang.  It is hard to put into words just how frustrating that realization was. After all the work it seems I am no closer to swinging from these rings than I was 4 weeks ago. (Well that is not entirely true, but I don’t see myself completing this obstacle after 4 laps of the WTM this year either.)

What I found most interesting though, as a little time brings some perspective, is not the fact that I couldn’t do something, but the fact that I learned something new about my strength that I never would have known before. Understanding that I can’t hang could only be realized once I got the pull-up monkey off my back, and just when you climb over one peak, there is another one staring right back at you. But, in truth, this is a weakness I simply was unable to diagnose two years ago when simply crossing Funkey Monkey was the challenge. So in a way, with a few days to reflect that is, it has become this rather satisfying failure that has allowed me to gather some new focus on where I am physically and where I actually want to be when I do one day hang up my OCR gear and announce my retirement.

As is common in many of my posts, we all can decide what that special tough mudder is we want to chase in life. I must admit though that I am still working to love the baby steps and all the unforeseen hurdles that rear their ugly little head when you start to believe that you’ve gotten somewhere. Learning to appreciate the journey and lessons learned along the way become as important as actually getting off the couch and planning to conquer that tough mudder in the first place.

How much more relevant is it for those of us in leadership positions. And by “those of us” I mean all of us because leadership is not any particular position in an organization but a role that you as an individual can choose to take on if you are passionate enough. These little setbacks, or learnings as they eventually become, can either make us give up or they can inspire us to realize that we still haven’t crossed the finish line quite yet. We are simply on another leg of that Death March and there is just a bit more climbing to do. (Death March I curse thee!!!)

Can't want to see what's next!

http://homebrewedtheology.com/whats-next.php 

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Trying Something New

As the Oscar Winning actor Matthew McConaughey once said, "Alright, alright, alright..."

It's been a while since I posted anything, and I have been wracking my brain to come up with a new angle to take with my posts.  Particularly since I'm starting to feel like a bit of a broken record with my Achilles and "believe in yourself" posts.  There's nothing wrong with those posts, but I wanted to have something new to say, and I can honestly say that I do based on my experiences from last weekend.

First, I can truly say that I did something new with the Virginia TM last weekend - I volunteered.  Granted, it wasn't as "legitimate" as Daniel's "orange is the new black" volunteering that he did on Sunday, but I spent some time manning the Mudder Legionnaire booth after the races on both Saturday and Sunday.  And, I had an absolutely FREAKIN' awesome time (the "FREAKIN'" is for Start-Line Shawn).  I'm not really a naturally gregarious person, but I was having a great time handing out headbands to new (and returning) legionnaires, talking up WTM, and hanging out with other volunteers.  The booth was crazy slammed on Saturday, and I developed a little bit of a patter with each new headband I handed out.  With each new person who stepped up to the booth to get their headband, I was seeing the exhaustion that comes with running one of these events...I was seeing the excitement that comes with conquering one of these events...I was seeing the elation that comes with a free beer and a headband...and, most importantly, I was personally witnessing the victories that these people would hold with them.  I asked people who were finishing the second or third TMs about their experiences with their previous courses, and, I was surprised to find that I was able to commiserate with them.  A surprising number of people had run Wintergreen as their first TM and waited more than two years to do their second - a sentiment I can completely understand.  Anyone who were running their 4th (or higher) TM received a spiel about how it was time to sign up for WTM, and a surprising number didn't simply laugh at the thought.  The biggest takeaway from this experience for me was that I didn't have to be a salesman (a role at which I am woefully inadequate).  The sense of accomplishment and course-earned camaraderie naturally fed people into the idea that they could push themselves further.

Second, this was the first running of the 'hawk for me.  I had tried to do one in Atlanta, but they weren't offering a booth to actually do the shaving on site.  That meant that this was the first place where I was able to run with one, and I can legitimately say that I "rock the 'hawk."  Now, obviously my 'hawk wasn't as advanced as Daniel's, but "baby steps", right?  It was interesting how quickly I got used to it.  In fact, after an hour or so, I didn't even remember it.  Until I saw pictures of myself, I didn't even think about it.  The question is, what type of 'hawk do I go with for my next TM?  I'm thinking the reverse, but we'll have to see if they even offer the shaving option in Australia (yeah, you read that right...my next event is in Australia).

Third, this was the first time that one of our children was present to witness us running.  I'd had family members come as observers before, but this was the first time any of our children ventured out on the course to brave the wilds of mud and obstacles - not to mention the pure coincidence of actually finding each other.  My son seemed to have a good time hanging out with my father during the day, and I got to give him a bit messy hug along the way.  All in all, I consider that a good day.

So, all of these firsts (among others) and what's the lesson?  I guess the biggest lesson is summed up by a question that Start-Line Shawn asked in VA: "When was the last time you tried something for the first time?".  I try to do something new everyday, but life gets monotonous at times.  We all need to be shaken out of our sedentary ways because that's the only way to move forward with out lives.  Everyday life has a way of creating inertia in our experiences...we go to work the same way, we watch the same TV shows, and we go to bed at the same time.  These routines make it easier to get through tasks, but they also create a sense of "sameness" to our days...and that sense of "sameness" can weigh us down.  Volunteering during the VA mudder and joining into the community of mudders in a way that I hadn't before really showed me that shaking the dust off my life is absolutely worth doing.



Saturday, June 7, 2014